Continuing from where I left off from the last blog……….. People’s curiosity started dying, I was really happy that was happening. It was a secret worth taking to my death bed.
I still remember when I did tell her that she was Dazzler!!! I think even she died of a shock…. Like all Scorpions I do not let my feelings known to everyone. Guess it stems from the fact that I do not want anyone to know my weak point. I told her also after thinking a lot about it……. It was outside Fresh and Honest (college’s new tea shop) where she had called me. I had already told her on the phone that I am going to tell her who Dazzler is……. She was standing with someone when I had got there…..She kept saying tell, tell……. And I kept saying what………. I think she got the hint that I will not tell her till she was alone……… Then she took me to the side and we started walking towards the cafeteria. She said now tell me….My hands started sweating and words were not coming…… I fumbled and said do you really want to know……She said yeah, that is why you have come here (blunt as usual). The words came out it’s you……. She stopped walking and just looked into my eyes…….. After 1 minute standing there she just said Mohit and we continued walking…….. We did not say anything to each other and then we bumped into some more people (like always…. cannot get some quite time with someone or anyone on this campus). I do not think we spoke about it again….. till we went out for dinner together.

Have you ever stared at yourself?
With a different perspective, take you into a new dimension and watch yourself fade away
These lines became my companion in the second semester as soon as it begun (lines are taken from a song by Jalebee Cartel). I was asking myself all the time why was I here? Still had not got through summers, was not doing as well as the others in academics……… The walks kept getting longer. I even discovered where the pimps of Hinjewadi stood and did their business. I finally started discovering the area I had stayed for some 8-9 months. Was getting more time to myself as the number of classes had decreased and plus the entire campus was preparing for the management festival we were having in the month of November. As a member of the entrepreneurship cell we were in-charge of handling the Business Plan Event. One night we had to code all the 183 b-plans which had come in (as the judges were not supposed to know which college had sent in the entry). We called in reinforcements from the batch. During the night Dillai and I decided to go for a walk (if I remember right it was around 3 am). We went to a floor above us to see what color doors they had….. What we saw…… a girl and a guy making out……..guess will never again go to uncharted waters again. The night ended at 6 am right in time for non academics…….
Everyone in the first semester was very curious to know which girl I liked……. I named her Dazzler!!!! Some people like Bam Bam said to me “what kind of wired name is that?” Anyways I was not letting any secrets out. Ritz and Ahen used to bug me everyday to find out who I liked. So much so that they even got the word Dazzler written on my birthday cake. I finally did get the courage to tell her (Yes Ritz she is from SCMHRD)…….. Best part is no one knows still who I like……I guess it was Dazzler had to ask me only once who I liked and one message at 2 in the night to tell her I like her……. I respect her for the fact that she has not let the secret out so far (best to my knowledge). I have never asked her out till date……….